Trying to look foward…

This morning I was woken up by my Yoda ring tone and kinda grumbled about it… meaning I didn’t really want to talk to him anymore or wake up. Today starts the week of no sleep, but this time I won’t be so happy and wanting. I really need to get my act together when I realized that my show was coming up… soon and fast. I feel like I was whacked on the side of my head and told, snap out of it! The computer holds so many wonderful distractions that I really need to back away from the computer a bit. At least for a week so I can fully enjoy and relax when the time is right. I don’t know if I’m making any sense, but basically I’m saying I’m tired. I’m tired of being so lazy, I’m tired of being unappreciated (and then of course, be appreciated when I’m gone), I’m tired of feeling so miserable, I’m tired of being so sorry all the time for everything I do, I’m tired of explaining myself, and lastly, I’m just tired (but that is the only thing that I don’t really mind because it was all worth it). I’m going to write my papers, make my art, I know I can get it done and everything that comes afterwards will just be sweeter. For instance, I can not wait for the opening of my show. It’s going to be a blast. People hopefully can come from Philly, Colin’s going to def. come down from NYC which is exciting, people get to actually see my new work, I get to actually fully realize what it looks like (I’m creating an instillation, my studio isn’t big enough to house it), and there will be wine… lots and lots of wine. Send me your address and I’ll send you a postcard with all the information if you want to come to either the show or the opening… it will be up for a week. Since I don’t normally drink, it really doesn’t take much to make me silly. Lately I think I’ve had something to drink every now and then to actually help me sleep… and I have a lot on my mind. Things are looking up and I’m excited about life, especially in the next couple of weeks. 🙂

I will leave you with my Oprah Mission Calendar Inspiration quote since it seems fitting ~

“Being in motion, not knowing what’s going to happen next, not only suits me but has become an unlikely vehicle for faith.” –Holly Morris


2 Responses to “Trying to look foward…”

  1. John Says:

    I want to come to your show!!! And the more wine….the better! 😉

  2. alieksjii Says:

    Here are some links that I believe will be interested

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